A month!

It has been a month since I last posted.. I'm sorry everyone! I have been quite busy within going from CA to Japan, like I wrote before and shopping. A concert is in a few days of Moi dix Mois and I am having second thoughts of attending it.... 

What should I do? 

From Japan to California

Yesterday I had flown in from Japan to the LAX And drove up to my hotel in Anaheim for Am2. I haven't been to California in such a long time, it is very strange. I haven't been here since Moi dix Mois in 2009, I believe. Hnnn.

Today the first Day of AM2 happened and it was quite fun.

I woke up early in the morning, 6am, to change into my Moitie Divine Cross JSK. I wore Divine Cross[whitexblue], a white blouse with a white x blue collar, a white headdress with a blue lace corsage, my curly brown wig, Moitie coffin ring, different MmM bracelets, Moitie white x blue thorn socks, and white Moitie heels. 

If you remember, a few days ago I wrote about my shopping spree just for AM2. 

I also had my Holy Stained Glass bag in black x silver and had another outfit in there for the Sadie concert.

I got into the convention center by 8am and attended the opening ceremonies. Everyone is so funny, Ibi and Mint are always so nice in person. When Sadie and heidi. walked on stage everyone was screaming so loud! It was really awesome. After the opening ceremonies, I ran back to go to the Sadie panel. Since I have a passport I got advantage and I got a pretty good seat. I was in the right section near the front! Mao is quite funny in person, I don't know why everyone says he is mean. He is very nice. The panel was full of laughter and ,many people. After the Sadie panel was the KanonxKanon panel but I decided not to go to it.. I went down to the dealers room to look around and shopped a little at h.Naoto and Sixh. I ended up spending over $800 just at their booth (- -);. Though I got a nice jacket a few skirts and a lot of new shirts! I also ended up getting a picture with Heidi, who are very nice! 

After some shopping I headed up to wait for the Sixh Fashion show and Heidi concert.

I can't remember the fashion show too well but it was very nice seeing all the models. A few of my friends were models! The heidi concert was fun too but they would not let people stand up. We were in the front row and it was not fun just sitting. There music is very good  though!

Once the concert was done, we were let out to start waiting for the Sadie concert. A girl who was wearing church gate approached me and I realized it was Meggie! I didn't realize that was her at first. 

She saved me a spot in line as I ran to the bathroom to quickly change. I pulled out my platform shoes, Moitie candlestick lace skirt in black, black dotted Moitie cutsew, and lace stockings out of my bag. I pulled off my wig, and  currently my hair is long and black. I pulled my hair up into pigtails and changed. This was easier to sweat and headbang in. When I was done, I saw that no one was waiting anymore and I was escorted down the stairs.. 

When I reached the bottom, I saw Meggie and met a few of her friends. We were kept down there for a while then finally were able to go up and wait. When we went up, we all sat down and waited for the amazing concert to start. We were on the left side right in the front! It was an amazing section. Once music started playing, everyone jumped up from their seats and started screaming and making signs with their hands. 

The whole entire concert was pure amazing! Mao's eyes were amazing. He wore white contacts and in the middle of the show he pulled off his shirt.There was even fanservice, ahaha. My neck is hurting very much from the concert. I got interviewed too by the staff members. Ehhh.

Now I will sleep, goodnight! 

 

Traveling plans and shopping

Lately I haven't been online but yesterday I decided on getting plane tickets to attend the AM2 in California. With this, I ended up going shopping today down at KERA shop and a few different Closet Childs. I also went to Feather Blue in Nagoya to see if they had any Moitie. 

My day started off with waking up early in the morning. yesterday I checked in to a hotel down in Tokyo so I could shop today. I wore one of my newest pieces,  the Rose Cross print JSK in black x blue. I wore my blue pinstripe MmM blouse with black x blue MmM Saint Peters lace socks, Moitie slippers, and some hair bows. Why did I wear slippers in public? I left my shoes back in Nagoya and all I had were my slippers. At least they were blue too, so they matched my outfit!

 I used my trusty bat bag. 

I first headed down to Harajuku to go into Closet Child, and they were full of Moitie! Today my budget was 500,000 yen, which is approx. 5,000$. I had been saving up a while to build up my wardrobe again. When I walked in, I ended up picking up items and purchasing. I was surprised of how many new items they have.

After I went to Harajuku closet child, I went to the Marui one shop in Shinjuku and purchased a few different pairs of socks, some bags, a hat, a dress, blouse, etc. 

Afterwords I headed went to a few other second hand places throughout Tokyo and found a few more rare pieces from Moitie!

I then headed up to Ueno Closet Child and purchased many rare pieces there. They even had the bear and pajamas  there!

After this, it was 6:00 and I ended up going into Nagoya Feather Blue to see even more things. By the time I was done shopping, I had four Moitie bags, eight closet child bags, a big ego tote full of things and a Feather Blue bag. It was insane of how much I purchased but I now have a lot of my wardrobe back now!

If you want to know what I bought, I will be posting and takin gphotos of my wardrobe tomorrow. Goodnight!  

 

My current wardrobe

Yesterday I went on a large shopping spree and for once in years I will be posting photos of my wardrobe!

This is my current wardrobe after trying to rebuild it.

I did NOT buy this all at once. 

Also please stop asking how I got money for all of this. Many people donated and helped me with this. My parents, my girlfriend, my close friends, etc. I also have a good paying job, this is how I can  buy so much Moitie. 

EDIT:
Yes, I have collected a lot of Moitie. I spent days searching in Japan all over to find certain dresses. I've ordered from CDJapan, Moitie shop, visited Moitie shops, ordered from online Closet Child, visited Closet Child, etc. 

My girlfriend got me a lot of Moitie too when this all happened, AND Gave me Her Moitie because she had no use for it. She owned over 24 Moitie dresses. 

All of my JSK  in order from left to right:

EVERYTHING IS MOITIE. 

Dot Stripe JSK, Cathedral Print Set [All three colourways], Black shirred sundress,  black x white chandler halter JSK, black x blue chandler halter JSK, black x blue tulle JSK, Grey logo print  JSK, red rose? jsk, black Christmas limited JSK [searching for blue], black scallop lace velvet JSK

  

 Ritual Print JSK in black, Ritual Print in white, Black velvet lace up chiffon JSK, blue shirred lace JSK, Rereleased Flocky print JSK, Asymmetrical tiered JSK, Church Gate black x blue JSK, Church Gate white x black JSK, Church Gate black x white JSK, Holy Queen black x white JSK, Wine Red Flocky JSK

Holy Cross Velvet Strapless JSK in black x gold, Black and blue lace up JSK with bows, Divine Cross in black x white, Divine Cross in white x blue, Divine Cross in blue x white, Holly Cross JSK in black x blue, Rose layered JSK, Candle Stick Print JSK [VERY rare and happy find!],Gothic Arch white x black

Gothic Arch black x blue JSK, Long velvet lace up JSK, Rose Cross open JSK black x blue, Frill lace sundress black, Holy Stained Glass black x blue

All of my One Piece in order from left to right:

EVERYTHING IS MOITIE.  

NOT SHOWN 

Silent Moon [reservation] black x white OP, Silent Moon white x black OP, Silent Moon black x white LONG OP

Holy Stained Glass white x black OP, Laced up Tulle OP in black x blue, Black x blue trimming OP?, black x blue scalloped oval OP black x red oval OP, black x green oval Op, Side Lace Cross OP in black x black, Holy Cross lace gathered OP in black x blue, Holy Cross Lace gathered op in black x white, 

Iron Gate OP in black x white

All my skirts in order from left to right:

High waisted lace up skirt in black x blue, Rose Cross grey skirt 

All of my blouses / cutsew from left to right:

Rose Cross high neck cutsew in blue, Georgette white tiered cutsew, Georgette black tiered cutsew, Gathered lace cutsew white, short sleeved black x blue holy cross cutsew

Boleros and cardigans: 

Inverted Lace cardigan in black x offwhite, tulle long sleeve bolero

 Necklaces, rings, etc from left to right:

Velvet swaroski cross lace up necklace, Cross Swarovski Bracelet, Blue cross necklace, Cross rose matte pendant [got for 2,500 yen!], Coffin Ring in black, Coffin ring in blue, Leather Moitie lace wristcuff, Moitie tie up wristcuffs, Moitie charm bracelet, Moitie iron gate ring, Moitie jewel ring, Cross charm earrings, Rose crystal necklace in silver, Rose crystal necklace in black, Rose ring, Moitie logo cross hat, Moitie adjustable bat hat, Moitie top hat 

 Bags from left to right:

Iron Gate boston bag, Cathedral in black x blue shoulder bag, Holy Stained Glass totes [both colors], Bat bag 

Pants and socks from elft to right:

 Wide legged pants, lace up side pants, Saint Peters Lace OTK socks in all colours, Thorn OTK socks in all colors, Lace up socks in blue x white, Hol y Cross Lace up socks in all colors

Velvet Moitie coat

 Shoes:

 YES, IS ALL MOITIE. 

PVC heel boots, Lace up platforms, Ankle wrap high heels, flat PVC, limited slippers, Ankle length PVC boot

Here are some Moitie collars. I own maybe 6 right now.

Moitie pillow, bear and sleep wear.

Moitie paper and pen.

Keychains , 12 of them?

Moitie stole and fur collar 

Caplet  

I also found a Moitie watch but I forgot to take a photo. I hope you enjoy! 

 

Madou Gathering - Mana's Birthday Concert

Today was the Madou Gathering for Mana's birthday... Today was both a depressing and fun day. I woke up to find that my son had gotten a really bad flu and had to be taken to the ER. He was at the ER from 9am to 4PM, and I was worrying the whole time. Luckily, he was alright but he needed Xrays and IV bags. My girlfriend stayed at the hospital with him as I took a train back to her house to get ready for the concert. Normally for Moi dix Mois concerts, like I always write, is that me and all my friends would get ready together and go hours in advance, but this time I was getting ready for the concert alone, worrying the whole time even though they said he was okay. He didn't have to stay over night, and if he did I wouldn't of left. He just had to stay an hour or two more to finish his IV and get some medicine. 

When I reached her home, since I barely have any Moitie still, I wore my Iron Gate OP as a blouse with my Holy Queen corset skirt, black lace up Moitie socks, platform Moitie shoes, and a few Moitie jewelry items. I wore a long black wig and put a few blue roses in it since I have holy queen black x blue. 

 You know why I used my Iron Gate as a blouse? I only own five Moitie blouses right now and none are really 'fancy'. 

As I was doing my make up, my girlfriend and my son had came home. Me and my girlfriend originally were going to go to the concert together, but with this happening she stayed to watch over him. 

Once I was done I left by 5:30 and got there right before it started, 6PM. When I got there, I saw a few girls I knew but I didn't really say hi because they didn't recognize me. 

When I got in, I just kind of stood in the back since I didn't bother to go to the front. I've heard their songs many times, seen all their concerts.. it was getting old after a while. As the concert started, people in the back were pushing to get through and screaming Mana's name. I stood there, watching them and sighing to myself. 

Within thirty minutes of the concert, I started to get bored and wanted to leave. My ears were hurting from all the girls in the back screaming. Then suddenly a girl in front of me asked me if I was alright; I guess I looked upset or something. I then ended up being pushed closer to the front. I just stood there and watched them. It was then time for the "DIX" dance. I wanted to do it but I was quite tired and I was so squished, it was hard to move my arms. I did it the first time then I just kind of stopped. 

I started to feel really depressed and sad within the middle of the concert and tried to push myself through the large crowd. The concert tonight was at Shibuya O-West, which is a big live  house.

I kept pushing myself through until I could reach the back again and just stood there. When the concert was done, I looked at the merch. table and pondered over buying anything. I decided getting nothing and just leaving.

As I walked out, one girl wearing full Moitie came up to me and I realized who she was. She was Betsy, a girl I had met back in 2009 at a Moi dix Mois concert in America. We talked for a little then asked me what was wrong. 

I told her all about what happened to my house and what happened today and such. A lot of personal things have been going on so I have been quite depressed lately.

I wanted to enjoy tonights concert but it just didn't appeal to me. 

We went out to eat after the concert and a few other girls in full Moitie ended up walking in too. It was nice seeing her again. I hadn't seen her in so long...

Later I ended up going to a book store and purchasing a new SHOXX magazine. The concert list looks pretty good in there. I think I want to take a break from seeing Mana for now and seeing other bands, like Dir en Grey who I haven't seen in ages. 

I wouldn't mind seeing Kaya again too...

Currently I am in Shibuya still and it is quite late. I hope everyone else enjoyed the concert.  

Thoughts

Lately, I have been spending time with Tooya and traveling around Japan. We went down to Shinjuku to go shopping for some clothing. I ended up wandering over to Moi meme Moitie and they were in shock when they saw me out of MmM. The girls there remembered me [since I was there not too long before], and they asked "Doshite? [Why is this?]"
I then explained to them what had happened and they offered me a small discount off for three dresses, which was the sweetest thing ever. At the time, I only owned two MmM items, but now I own ten once again.
I bought Holy stain glass OP, some other MmM JSK and then went to Ikuburo Closet child to find Iron Gate waiting there for me. I also got a new pair of MmM shoes.
I lost almost 11 years worth of Moitie, but I feel that this is a new beginning.

Tooya also took me out to the Decodance bar to see DJ Sisen. I haven't seen him in So long! I ended up wearing Iron Gate with a cross necklace, MmM bat bag, black tights and MmM platform heels.

まが, よこそ 日本.

I arrived early in the morning in Japan today.. it is the 19th in Japan but 18th in America. 

Thankyou everyone, I am alright. Tooya picked me up at the airport [Narita]. We went back to her house which is now in Nagoya, surprisingly.  Tooya surprised me and my son with a small box full of Moitie that she had collected since the 17th... 

ありがとう とおや. あい してる..